♥ TIRED
Saturday, March 6, 2010 -{'9:34 AM
Tired le.
Really hurt enough by you le.
Jeff,
what you said is correct,
think positive ba.
Last night you told me you nt love him,
today you told me you confirm him.
What a big different?
I really feel you are fooling me.
What your blog wrote,
you think that is a best way to me?
You think now you simple give me a girl be my girl friend,
really can help me?
Maybe it is what your own mind thinking,
but nt me.
Why all the people like to help me make any decision?
Can let me choose once ma?
F**k!!!!!
First time said bad word in my blog,
but I think no one care.
Right?
You like me?
You told me many times.
But I really cant feel now.
Heart Dead!!!!
If you really like me,
you wont whole day dun find me and ignore me in full day.
If you really like me,
you wont hurt me again and again.
If you really like me,
you wont changed me from the confirmation to break.
If you really like me,
you wont always care him more than me.
If you really like me,
you wont asked me go to find another girl.
If you really like me,
you want let me alone.
If you really like me,
you wont forget all your promise,even a simple promise.
I remember you said I always said I LOVE YOU to you.
But I think, the word I said most to you is...
NEVERMIND
When you dun care me,
I said nvm.
When you did wrong,
I said nvm.
When you hurt me again and again,
I said nvm.
When you choose him nt me,
I said nvm.
When you said you love me but belongs to him,
I said nvm.
When you ignore & scold me,
I said nvm.
I just knw how to forgive you,
and say nvm.
Therefore, I hurt myself again and again.
But I still remain the same that how much I love you.
When you went out with me, you will repy him so fast,
but when you go out with him,
you can ignore me whole day.
NEVERMIND.
I knw I just a normal guy to you,
IM NOT MUCH IMPORTANT THAT I THINK TO YOU.
You want kick me out from your world,
NEVERMIND.
I follow what you want me do.
You knw yourself nt love him like last time so deep,
but you also choose him not me.
You still dun wan give me the chance?
My feeling is damn confused now!!!!
I dun think who can understand me in this moment.
PLEASE!!!!
dun just knw hw to hurt me,
you can sayang you also de.
But will you still sayang me???
