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♥ Jealous

Sunday, February 28, 2010 -{'8:30 AM

Midnight again.

Tired but cant sleep.

Ly on the bed,

Close my eyes.

Feel lonely.

Open my eyes,

also feel lonely.
Sit in front of the laptop,

I saw you again, my dear.

Maybe you dun knw,

You become the main point in my life long time ago.

Im stupid.

I have many things that I cant understand.

Many questions,

Many problems,

I cant settle.

The title is JEALOUS.

why?

because just nw you told me you are eating with him in Ipoh Garden.

I JEALOUS.

I think it is normal ba?

every ppl also will jealous when face this problem.

I keep on remind myself,

I need to accept all your things,

include you and him.

because I promise you I can do that.

AGAIN.

I dun wan break my promise.

Just now you told me, you vomit again.

T.T

I so sad, heart pain...

I never let you vomit when you went out with me,

because I must protect you,

even your stomach,

I must take care & protect too.

Always vomit will affect your stomach and HOU LONG.

not good to you.

You like eat many different foods,

but your stomach cant tahan all the foods.

But I also let you order.

Because I love you, I sayang you

The food that you cant finish,

I helped you finish it.

Although my stomach also full 99

but nevermind,

unless,

You are happy!!!!

Everytimes i look at you smile.

I smile too.

not because what the joke you said is funny,

it is because I saw my DEAR, you smile.

Your smile is sweet.

I like to see you smile,

therefore I always make joke.

You laugh and laugh..blabalabla..

That time you are funny!

I love you, Angel..

Sometimes Im moody,

but I cant let you know,

I cant effect your mood also.

When you moody, you just diam diam sit at there or ly on my bed.

You dun tell me what is happened.

I just look at you, and go TUM you.

You said you have many bad attitude,

but to me,

you only have a bad attitude.

That is...

YOU LOVE ME LESS THAN I LOVE YOU!!!!

I told you, I will be a bad boy to let you love me more.

SORRY,

I cant do that.

To you, I cant be bad.

because I fail to do so.

What I only can do to you, only love, protect, take care & forgive.

That's all.

Let me take care you until the day I die, Dear.

Angel Ying..

I LOVE YOU forever.

♥ Confirmation to Confused

-{'5:52 AM

It is ten o clock now!
Alone when I writting the blog.

Today is a sadness day for me.
What you told me is the truth,
but I hope only is a joke or dream.
You changed the relationship status in facebook to single
I mind
because my heart got YOU, ANGEL YING

You saw I ly on the bed and look angry

You come beside me and TUM me.

and

You asked me to send you the request again.

I SENT.

I hope you accept.

You told me many things in today.

But no one is make me feel happy.

All of them is make me sad and sad.

You have many unfair request,

BUT I ACCEPT ALL!

Why?

because I just want stay happily with you.

because I just want with you forever.

because I just want to love you.

BECAUSE YOU ARE MY FUTURE WIFE!!!

At the night, you told me, you fully understand how much I love you.

But...

When I asked you, then you still don't want me or not?

Your answer is..

I DUNNO!

How hurt..?

Until now, I didnt cry once..

My tears didnt come out from my eyes,

Im different with him.

He likes cry,

He likes cry in front of you, in front of all the people.

He wants all the people feel he is KESIAN.

He wants to show all the people how KESIAN is he.

But I wont.

I wont do that.

Because I know you dun like I do so.

But it is not means that Im nt sad!!

My tears didnt come out from my eyes,

but it fall into my heart.

ALL....

ALL my tears..is store into my heart now.

I feel so lonely now.

You asked me dun disturb you now.

maybe you are busying..

I listen to you, I didnt sms you, didnt call you.

Everytimes I also listen to you, but why you still confused?

You also make me confused now.

Before you leave my house, suddenly I asked you a question.

"Would you come my house again?"

Your answer...

"YES"

I feel happy.

I hope it is truth.

99.9% of your friends support you with me

Your family members agree you and me

My family agree you and me

Why Dear, you still want confused?

You had receive many comments,

you fully understand all the comments.

WAKE UP BA, ANGEL YING.

Im not forcing you must together with me.

but...you love me and I LOVE YOU.

Why we cant together?

Until now, you still haven send me a message.

Alr one hours, what are you doing?

Where are you?

I MISS YOU

I LOVE YOU

ANGEL FONG KUN YING. <3

♥ MESSY!

Saturday, February 27, 2010 -{'1:19 AM

Just finish my lunch.
Just wake up.
Just feel upset.
Just feel wanna know waht are u thinking.

Sometimes u dun wan tell me abt ur feeling
Sometimes u can so happy to cht phn with him
Sometimes u cried when u cht phn with him
Sometimes u promise me many thing.

NOW. I think clearly
I dun wan u promise me anything
I TRUST YOU, my dear.
Between u and me, we no nid any promise
because all the words and promise was saved into our heart.
BUT...
I also will confused.
What I confused, i also dun knw.
ACTUALLY
I HAVE NO POWER TO CONFUSED!!!!!
Am I right?

I think so.

HAHAHAHA...
That stupid asked me beat her wor.
CRAZY!!!
BOY IS CANT TO BEAT A GIRL!

aiya...raining tim. so cold.
not my body.
but MY HEART!
feel so strange to myself...
WHY????
Nervous system gt problem jor!

What is the status between she and him?
CONFUSED!!!!!!!!

I hope something.
Dear, U sure know!!!

TELL ME IN ONE DAY!

♥

Friday, February 26, 2010 -{'2:17 PM

Nw is 6.25am lo. why i didnt sleep geh? because my dear lo. hahaha.

She dun wan sleep, then I sure accompany her geh la.
Let u all knw, we are sweet sweet ma. :p

Actually many thing wan to say, but cant write all la.
Just mention a bit la.

Just nw went to Mcd eat burger and nuggets. Luckily gt a leng lui to belanja me.
Who?
My DEAR. xD

But Im nt too happy.Cause she cried, I sad when she cried in front of me.
First time, she cried nt because of me, I hug her.
I wan to let her feel no matter wat happen, I still will stay beside her.

Second times, she cried. Because of me.
Ya, Me jahat. I ask her dun talk so loudly. Then she feel sad. Sorry MY HONEY!!!!!!
I promise I wont talk to u loudly again.
hahaha. Then I keep on made joke to TUM fan her.
FINALLY!
My dear smile.

Then both of us so funny and used two papers to make a CONTRACT!
We wrote all our promise into the paper and....
When I wrote that, I really feel so sorry to my dear. I dun like saw she cry. Actually I dun wan and dun like she cry also.
When the time she said with me, I should bring her FUN, SMILE and HAPPINESS.
I will do that because I promise U, AngelYing.

In the following years, U will be my SUM KON BOU BUI.
I LOVE YOU, my dear.
ANGEL FONG <3

♥

-{'9:14 AM

第一次，在这写文章
感觉自己很笨
我的老婆谢谢你
在今天你不只是给我有很多美好的回忆
而且你还教会我很多的东西
自以为很聪明的我原来还有很多东西要学
哈哈哈哈老婆问我她教了我什么
不告诉她
让她心思思

老婆有时候一个问题问我很多次
我知道是我给的信任不够
我还不够好
但是时间会把一切的担忧都给带走

让她幸福是我未来的人生最重要的事
最幸福的事
有你的日子

写到这边
突然停了一下是不知道要写什么还是....
秘密不说
xDD

老婆的要求很简单
疼她爱她保护她
我一定肯定可以做到的
真的有很多话想对她说
不应该留言在这
应该亲口跟她说
说一句简简单单的
我爱你

夜了晚了也累了
是时候把我的一切都交给我的傻婆了
再会！