♥ Crying day.
Sunday, March 7, 2010 -{'7:38 AM
I think I couldnt say you hurt me.
It is only myself DAMN stupid to keep on hurt by you.
But..
NVM, you hurt ba.
Cause my heart is belongs to you.
Today is sunday,
last time I have many activity in sunday,
but today I went out with my leaders..
Ya, I should happy,
cause at least still have they accompany me.
Actually we went for work.
After work, they gt a new plan,
E BOX!!
We went to e box,
sing k.
Start from the beginning,
I still fine,
I still can sing well.
But when I choose some songs that like talking abt my situation.
My tear came out,
lucky my leaders didnt saw me cried.
But they knw what is happening.
So, they scold me.
They said me SOA HEI.
They asked me stop love you and dun keep on put my love on you.
I silent!
I said nothing.
But actually my heart is gonna pain till I cant tahan.
I went to toilet,
look at the mirror.
I really think that Im SOA HEI.
But NVM again,
let me continue be a SOA HEI ba,
cause I love you.
Because of him, you never care my feeling.
Although you said you had care my feeling,
but your attitude told me,
YOU DIDNT!
Nvm, it is okays.
because I love you.
Actually Im nt stupid,
but why I can let you hurt again and again?
Because the same reason.
I LOVE YOU!!!!
I asked why you dun care my feeling,
you said you love him, so you just care him.
Do you still remember,
you also love me so much in last time?
How can you hurt me like that?
You can ignore me whole day,
but you said you cant lost me.
Until today, you also said you cant lost me,
and the most important is...
I STILL BELIEVE YOU!!
But, if you really cant lost me,
why you can always ignore me?
Actually I have a present nid to give you,
but now I dun knw when I can see you again.
I dun knw when I can pass it to you.
Nvm, I think you also feel interesting on my present?
because Im not important than your boy.
Sorry, to say too much.
Actually I have no qualification to say too much,
and you wont care what I said.
In your eyes & mind just have him.
You are totally give up me.
You give up every promise that you promise me before.
Nevermind.
I really hope you can care my feeling,
PLEASE DUN TREAT A BOY LIKE THAT WHO LOVE YOU SO MUCH
ok?
I beg you.
and..
God, I beg you too.
KONG SIEW WENG, pls stop crying,
ok?
I will leave here soon,
so you and your boy can couple happily.
Hope he really wont beat you again.
Hope you choose the right one.
Im ok,
just let me keep the sadness..
until the day I leave the world.
