♥ HEART BROKEN
Monday, March 1, 2010 -{'5:57 AM
10 pm now.
The blog is created by you to me.
You asked me to build a blog to myself.
I did it.
and I knw why you wan to do so.
It is for me to say all the things all,
after you say BREAK UP to me.
Today morning, you said you wan only be friend with he and me.
I silent.
I said nothing.
Afternoon, you said you miss me so much, you wan meet me in the night.
I happy till jump up.
Night, you told me you are singing k with your sister and HIM.
I small gas. I jealous.
Then I so cool to you.
You scold me back.
You said you miss me therefore you asked me go Jusco find you.
I still said sorry to you.
and
I go asked my friends to lend me motorcycle.
At that time, you and me are super happy.
In the 09.03 pm, you bring the bad news!!!!
YOU SAID SORRY TO ME and YOU CHOOSE HIM!
Finally, you choose him le.
You choose a guy
who hurt you, beat you, said bad words to you,
dun care you, said together with you only wan to fuck you.
Your family and his family also dun like each other,
your future with him is a question,
but you still choose him not me.
Am I really so worst when compare with him?
Worst till this level?
I have nothing to say.
You give up me,
I treat you as good as possible.
but I also cant GAN DONG you.
I feel myself so SHIT!!!!!
You said you love me,
but you choose him.
When you being with me, you recieve his call, meet him,
then you cried!
You will feel sad when you heard what he said?
but to me,
now I also sad,
I also have many things to say,
but..
You didnt feel sad.
At least you didnt show me, you are sad because of me.
Everytimes you also think to him before think abt me,
I never complain to you.
Because I love you...
Everytimes you treat him better than me,
unfair to me,
I SAID NOTHING & FORGIVE YOU
because I love you.
I accept your past, but you cant.
I explain to you again and again.
You have no confident to me,
then I changed.
Changed to be your perfect boy friend.
I cant say Im perfect to you,
but at least I was try my best.
I didnt cry before receive your message.
but after that,
my tears came out from my eyes slowly.
tear and tear.
How worst am I?
I cried le.
I fall down le.
Fall down seriously.
but hw can I wake up?
How much you hurt me?
I cant court and I dun knw!
So fast so good.
You changed you relationship status with him.
WELL!!!!
You see...
Hurt again!!!!
Can I just leave from the world?
maybe it is a stupid action,
but I dun knw what I still can do except that.
You hurt me once and once,
but I still love you so much.
why?
just because I FALL IN LOVE TO YOU.
just because
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE ME
You said you love me just now,
but.
YOU CHOOSE HIM!!!!
You call me in 10.19pm,
but just two seconds,
you end the call,
how hurt?
I BACK TO SINGLE...
My friends told me, I should happy.
but why?
I cant!!!!
because I lock you in my heart.
but now, only I gt you in my heart,
YOU ALR KICK ME OUT FROM YOUR HEART!!!
LOVE IS GIVEN BY YOU
BUT YOU TAKE IT BACK NOW!!
You said I bring you happiness in this half month,
You said thank you to me.
but what I wan is nt a thank you or apologize.
I WANT YOU! ANGEL YING.
but I knw, You dun want me!
KONG SIEW WENG is dead!
