♥ 3/3/2010
Wednesday, March 3, 2010 -{'8:42 AM
Midnight now.
Just back from you cha with my dear, Angel.
&
I have a goodbye kiss from you, dear.
WOW....
We talk non stop,
keep on chitchat.
Have fun and laugh sei.
During we yum cha, dear keep on sms with other ppl la.
Suddenly I saw one of the ppl is him.
Dun knw why, I feel upset.
Gt BEH SHUANG de feel.
Crazy la..
I gt no qualification to have those feel.
SORRY!!!!
I keep on act in front of you,
I think dear, you also can feel that.
I keep on said want to kiss other girls, chase other girls..
I knw you BEH SHUANG,
but I just can ACT!!!
actually, I dun hope to say so...
My heart gonna pain non-stop when I act in frot of you.
I wan be myself,
I wan show you my feeling,my emo..
but I cant!
I must care your feeling also..
I must act like Im normal although I lost you..
Then, you no nid feel FAN and can have nice time..
I can let myself sad, let myself pain..
but I cant let you have those feeling!!!
You are my dear, my princess,
Im born to bring you happiness,
but not sadness.
Although I dun hv any qualification,
but I wont stop bring you smile.
Because, make you feel happy is my job,
and it is no nid any single reason.
I LOVE YOU!!!
I said many times of that..
but everytimes I also said it out from my heart.
Because Im really so LOVE YOU...
When I reach home, you asked me call you..
I call you immediately,
and I get a BAD NEWS!!!!
You are BIG HEAD PRAWN!!!
forget bring key and cant go into house..
WORRY..
occur in my mind..
I worry you will kidnap by people.
I worry you dun have place to stay.
I worry you feel cold at outside.
I worry you alone at outside.
I worry you will feel lonely.
I worry everything about you.
It is because I CARE YOU!!!!
I can do anything for you,
because I love you.
What you wan me to do or change,
just tell me.
You dun wan me act in fronf of you,
OK!
I DUN ACT!
You dun wan me contact with any girls,
OK!
I DUN SMS WITH GIRLS!
You wan me take a english name,
OK!
Thats why I call Anson.
You dun wan drink anymore,
OK!
I didnt even touch the alcohol bottle.
You dun allow me clubbing,
OK!
No more clubbing in my life.
Just tell me what you wan to do or change,
I will attend that and do so.
Dun worry, I wont feel pressure to promise you anythings,
because I LOVE YOU.
I dun knw I act in front of you will hurt you so much.
SORRY, my dear.
Im realy so sorry to you.
So, start from now, I wont act anymore.
I will be the real Kong Siew Weng back.
Let me show you...
I miss you now!!!
Do you?
HeartAngelYing <3
