♥ FIRST DAY
Tuesday, March 2, 2010 -{'5:38 AM
Before I wrote the blog.
I asked you again
CAN I WITH YOU?
but you told me CANT!
my heart really....
cant find a word to describe it.
In today, you told me you cant lost me,
you want with me but you cant do that.
You hope can with me, but you are with him now.
You said you love me, like me..blablabla.
Im so DAMN happy!
When I working, I receive those message,
I jump up on a road.
So many people look at me.
PAISEH la.
I thought I gt the chance to couple back with you,
but you broken all my hope.
YOU SAID NO!!!
Oh my god, my heart separate! Broken!
I love you, Angel Ying.
my friends said you are fooling me,
but I scold them back.
I said you wont fool me!
and.
I FULLY TRUST YOU UNTIL NOW!!!
I have no feeling to anything now except you.
I dun even feel pain when I knocked my head to the wall.
I just get back my feeling,
when I received your message while some of them are hurt me.
I just get back my feeling,
when I call you or you call me.
WELL!!!!
You want me happy.
OK, I force myself to be happy, I show you my happy face,
I act I dun care anything.
I act I accept you and him.
I act everything because just want to make you happy.
although I feel so sad and heart pain,
but I wont show you.
NEVERMIND!!!
as long as you are happy.
SHOW YOU A SMILE
:)