♥ Jealous
Sunday, February 28, 2010 -{'8:30 AM
Midnight again.
Tired but cant sleep.
Ly on the bed,
Close my eyes.
Feel lonely.
Open my eyes,
also feel lonely.
Sit in front of the laptop,
Sit in front of the laptop,
I saw you again, my dear.
Maybe you dun knw,
You become the main point in my life long time ago.
Im stupid.
I have many things that I cant understand.
Many questions,
Many problems,
I cant settle.
The title is JEALOUS.
why?
because just nw you told me you are eating with him in Ipoh Garden.
I JEALOUS.
I think it is normal ba?
every ppl also will jealous when face this problem.
I keep on remind myself,
I need to accept all your things,
include you and him.
because I promise you I can do that.
AGAIN.
I dun wan break my promise.
Just now you told me, you vomit again.
T.T
I so sad, heart pain...
I never let you vomit when you went out with me,
because I must protect you,
even your stomach,
I must take care & protect too.
Always vomit will affect your stomach and HOU LONG.
not good to you.
You like eat many different foods,
but your stomach cant tahan all the foods.
But I also let you order.
Because I love you, I sayang you
The food that you cant finish,
I helped you finish it.
Although my stomach also full 99
but nevermind,
unless,
You are happy!!!!
Everytimes i look at you smile.
I smile too.
not because what the joke you said is funny,
it is because I saw my DEAR, you smile.
Your smile is sweet.
I like to see you smile,
therefore I always make joke.
You laugh and laugh..blabalabla..
That time you are funny!
I love you, Angel..
Sometimes Im moody,
but I cant let you know,
I cant effect your mood also.
When you moody, you just diam diam sit at there or ly on my bed.
You dun tell me what is happened.
I just look at you, and go TUM you.
You said you have many bad attitude,
but to me,
you only have a bad attitude.
That is...
YOU LOVE ME LESS THAN I LOVE YOU!!!!
I told you, I will be a bad boy to let you love me more.
SORRY,
I cant do that.
To you, I cant be bad.
because I fail to do so.
What I only can do to you, only love, protect, take care & forgive.
That's all.
Let me take care you until the day I die, Dear.
Angel Ying..
I LOVE YOU forever.
<3
